Wednesday, December 22, 2010 / 5:46 AM
I dont noeeee..why why why. i asked this more then a few hundred times. Sigh you keep treating me like a kid. how the hell you expect me to grow up. I learn from my mistakes you noe. What are the chances you might act think i could be different. 0%. What type of treatment is that. I look up to you. Im starting to believe i deserve this.
Gosh.
Just treat me like a 14th year old boy la. Wats so hard. I dont mind doing everything myself you noe. You could just say the words and it'l be done.
Im so sick of this. Its killing me. I hate going there every 10pm.
When the hell am i gonna be treated like how my other friends get. They have a choice to keep it under their pillow and go to sleep. I DONT.
If i go through a night without going passing through the daily 10pm"s , you'l just kill me the next day. Or the next day. Or the next day. And so on to my lifeless days of being a kid.
You noe i rather live a life as a 14 year old boy, instead of the age you expect me to be treated like. WELL DUH WHICH TEENAGER WOULD NOT WANT THAT? OPEN YOUR EYES LA. THINK BEFORE YOU TALK.
IM CAPABLE OF HANDLING THINGS NOW. BEING RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH.
Sigh. you ruin friendships you could ruin friendships you noe.
Dont mess wif my friends. Dont involve urself.
Just leave me alone for goodness sake.
If you dont wanna, then start treating me right. Or i swear every1 in this family is gonna cry so h ard thinking what happened to me. I have a spare key in my room. Dont be suprise to see me gone.
Make sure every1 reads the note on my desk if i do decide to do what you wouldn't expect at all.
Make sure every1 in this family reads it.
Ur crossing the God damn line.
Sigh. whatever la.
I might you noe. I dont really see why im so important to you anymore. Saves you from being so stressed with me right?
Sigh.
NO i wouldnt jump for you. I'd jump away.
Im feeling so bad right now, i might as well allow my words to use this blog.